I know I've been telling myself over and over again to not be bothered by these disgusting people who are just so mean but I can't help it, its a part of me that just wants to curse and bitch about these people but since my resolution is to stop bitching about these people who are as worthless as fish food, i shall just shut up now.
Anyway, today was a very embarassing day. I should really learn to shut up and not embarass myself anymore. So anyway, I've been going out almost everyday just spending money and my time away, but I really have nothing else to do.
I tried writing a song, but its very retarded and lame. Its about loving the world when I actually hate the world right now, so it's really very ironic.
I then tried drawing but it just looked like a 3 year olds drawing, I really cannot draw for nuts.
Just realized that you can actually tell how I'm feeling by my blogging style. Like when I'm really happy, there will be alot of exclamation marks and I will keep writing 'Haha!!!' but when I'm pissed, it will be full of full stops and emotional talk. Wow I'm such a simple person to read but then again I suppose everyone is like that. Who will put exclamation marks when they are sad?
I have no photos to update my blog with but then again, there's no need to see any photos of me. I look the same as ever: same hair, same eyes, same nose, same ears, same old me.
Okay anyway hope I didn't spread my sadness to you. Goodbye, so long & farewell.

